the blandness of it all

with me not feeling so good & food being the last thing on my mind, yet the hunger is always there,  soup & mashed potatoes are my best friends! no frills. no tierlandteintjies. just plain…

tastes awe-full tho – a life without salt, pepper, mayo – too dull!

 

somehow that reflects my life at the moment, dull & boring with nothing new to talk about – not even the weather gets me excited!

it’s like I’ve lost my appetite for life – dont get me wrong, i have an awesome #hubbinator and the best #monsterman out, but it’s so routine – work, home, eat, bath, sleep, work, home, eat, shops, bath, sleep… some weekends its different tho…more like home, laundry (yay me), shops, adventure, eat, eat, eat, eat, sleep… but those adventures are aimed at #monsterman!  #hubbinator & i dont do the things we did any more – no date nights, no late cuddles in bed, no spur of the moment dinners…. i miss those

partly this is due to the fact that i’m freaking broody & want another baby! #hubbinator is trying to convince me that one #monsterman is enough and that he will be fine with being just him alone in this great big bad world of ours once we’re no longer here – i dont think my little #monsterman is ok with that plan – he keeps asking for a “sister”, for once i wish #hubbinator would just give in and realise that his DICTATORSHIP is coming to an end as our DEMOCRACY will take over – we already have majority of the votes!

all in favour say I

hello world

its tuesday, for some reason i just still cant believe that my little man is turning 3 on saturday! And what do i have to make his day special… erm let me think, the invite said: hot dogs, balloons & cake but i wonder if that is enough! shouldn’t i just still bake something else, i mean, we’ve been to parties over the years wher parents have gone all out for a 1st party & others have chosen not to do anything… hmmm makes me wonder if this is enough – will #monsterman remember this in a few years time? if not, bonus i can use the theme again lol

feeling worse for wear with 10 million thoughts running through my mind isn’t helping, good thing #DrT squeezed me in and opted for the injection, in return giving me 2 days of soul searching time & much needed rest after those b ad #gastrogreenmen invaded my body – yay me back to work tomorrow

so to be able to say “hello World” we should be able to speak, read, and atleast write. i keep hoping that one day #monsterman will live in a world where people actually still speak and not do everything the telepathic way, and for some reason that just brought back images of Bruce Willis inthe 5th Element… weird…

hope springs eternal