I’ve been thinking

Yesterday it was the 6 year anniversary of #lilbubbles’ passing.

Instead of me wondering what she would look like, what her personality would be or how many grey hairs she would give I should rather STOP!

And just be grateful that she’s in a better place and that nothing can hurt her where she is right now.

I think of her daily, whether I want to or not, I see a butterfly and I imagine its her checking in on us letting us know she’s missing us too.

I’d be lying if I said I don’t miss her – I do!
But I also think I’ve realised that I can’t keep holding on to yesterday and what could’ve been had she lived….

So my Bubbles, this isn’t goodbye, I promise always still celebrate your birthday but the day of your passing will be mourned forever in my heart

Love you my girl


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